It is a rough transition to go from having someone as your best friend/ boyfriend to someone who won’t reply to a simple text.
This leads to a great amount of frustration. I know I have said some not nice things to my ex, and for that I’am sorry. There is no excuse in the world to send such a horrific messaged to someone with the intent of hurting them. This is a result of trying so hard to make things right, and failing. At least that is how I feel. I’ll try to apologize, or be nice like try to return his clothes or something. Then my ex doesn’t acknowledge me, which caused the frustration. Then I lash out, which of course does not help the situation.
However, I’m human. I fuck up. A lot. So, I wish he could understand that. Maybe one day….
Until then I’ll be starting my new job/ working out, and working on better myself everyday.
iamhopefulll 